Destiny and The Hand Dealt
On our last night in Newfoundland, my eldest son broke all our hearts by beginning to cry, hard. Tears running down my own face, I held him tight, told him what his blood already knows: it's a special place.
"It's always hard to leave," I told him. "It never gets easier."
I kissed his salty hair, unwashed in who knows how many days, cupped his face in my hands and looked deep into his eyes. Crying makes them greener, like my own.
I smiled.
"It's hard," I repeated. "But I can never be sorry I left this place, because when I left it, I met you."
Labels: mine all mine, roadtrip2009
10 Comments:
That is a great response. I remember crying once as my mom packed up the minivan after a 2 week vacation in southern Ontario to visit her family for similar reasons when I was about nine or ten, and it was time to make the 4 day trek west to BC again. Double edged sword, this leaving the hometown thing.
Hope you all have a couple days to recuperate now..
you just made me all lumpy in my throat.
can i just say how much i love your writing? it's awesome. inspiring.
We have always bawled our guts out leaving Newfoundland each summer. We'd have a big posse of relatives at the tiny airport all sniffling away, and trying to be happy for us. That's the hard thing about NFLD - so many people have to go away. But we're all pulled back too. Love how you expressed this.
truly amazing, concise writing, kyran. like an arrow. *sniff*
How sweet, how sad.
But may I selfishly say how glad I am that you're back?
How sweet! And, what a great response! Welcome back to Arkansas!
What a beautiful thought.
Awww. What a great sentiment. And a great image!
I don't know why, maybe it's the antihistamines kicking in, but this post suddenly had me gasping back tears. So bittersweet with sweeter leanings.
it's so difficult to leave -- we always have the same experience when we leave my parents home and all of my family and my children's cousins -- bittersweet and melancholy
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